back to the grind...

I've got one sleeping right now (I think...) and one pooping right now (he likes to play independently only when pooping...).  It's been a rough day and a half since Adam went back to work yesterday.  I feel like it is chaos with me just watching the boys.  I wanted my mantra for the first few months of being the mother of two to be "this too will pass."  Instead, it has been something along the lines of "Crap!  What do I do now!"  Being a mom just doesn't come naturally...at least to me.  People say follow your instincts.  Well my instincts tell me to panic.  So I've just been panicking.  Anyways, I think the pooper is done so I'll make this quick.  I just feel that I am always neglecting one or the other.  I feel like a jerk when I leave one to fuss in the crib or the other to sit in front of the tv.  I have no skills to deal with these issues.  Just guilt and panic.  "This too will pass..."

I will say that I successfully took two kids to the grocery store with no issues!  I also have gotten us all dressed two days in a row.  Those are my small victories.

Grocery shopping

Playing Tobey's new favorite game, "Engines on the Go."